myzephyr's Diaryland Diary

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I am so stressed. My interview on Thursday was the worst I've ever had. The sad thing is, I really want that job. I KNOW I will get a rejection but I'm not sure how I will cope when I get the letter.

I am also stressed cos I hate my temping work. I have 2 more weeks to go but it seems so long! And according to my first pay cheque, the pay is £6 an hour, not £6.50 as I was told. 50p may not seem a lot of difference but I am doing a 9-5 job and that's £17.50 a week short, which is a lot to me.

I am also stresssed because I just had to pay £470 to my sister for my parents' flight tickets here. And when I spoke to my mom, she didn't even say thanks. And they are going to be here for 3 weeks and I'm not sure if we can afford a 3-week car rental. Fucking hell, why can't my Hubby take the driving test and have a car by now, as he promised?! We could have easily lent them our car.

What the fuck am I going to do with them for fucking 3 weeks?! My parents have this great idea about spending time in Brighton, London, etc. Fair enough, but I'm NOT paying for them. Fuck it, we're only going to pay for the car rental, and the trip to Cornwall (Oh God, how much is that going to cost us?!).

I love my parents but I can't stand being with them.

This entry is crap but I need to vent out somewhere. I feel so useless cos I still haven't got a job simply because I am fucking crap at interviews. I seem to have no problem getting interviews, which is hard enough but why oh why do I have to suck during one?

On a better note, we got ourselves a new digital camera. It was an ex model, so instead of paying £199, we paid £125. I don't give a shit about the megapixels, my old one is only 2Mp and it's perfect enough for a non-professional photographer like me. But this new one is small and the LCD screen is huuuuge!

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